Mizz Erna

It's gonna be a busy weekend. Thank goodness I have tomorrow off. Today marks 2 years for me and B. Yay:) Tomorrow is my parents anniversary, and Sunday is B's birthday. Tomorrow, Mom said she wanted to go downtown close to the site and see what it looks like. Same thing with B. Not that I'm avoiding the area, but its not exactly the first place you think of going these days. I'm mean shit, we're suppose to eat lunch after that? Anyways. its weird. Like I've been saying all day (all week?) it's all too much.

And yeah Red, you're not alone. I've also been having bizarre dreams lately. One is an on-going series. I'm in the rubble at the site where the WTC once stood, except I don't know it. I don't think I'm scared, just curious, and I suppose a bit confused. In the dream, I don't know what happened and why it looks like that. In the dream its like I'm trying to figure out what happened. I remember seeing a Redcross sign and thinking that's a clue. I distinctly remember it being a clear sunny day, with a bright blue sky with a smidge of light clouds. I think its my mind still trying to process everything. Many people I've talked to have been having either nightmares or related weird dreams. Very odd. Is there some scientific explanation? Other than the fact that it feels like all of NYC is clinically depressed.