Mizz Erna

So even though it's over and I really only helped out with the cultural event of the conference, I realize, I still have a lot on my plate, not even including maARTe, which is sadly still not updated. Here's my internal list:

-Practice Emmanuel, Silver and Gold, and Lean on Me, as well as other xmas songs for xmas show that starts on 11/30!!

-Learn how to and make yam and marshmallows for thanksgiving dinner, coz after all, I am an American, as many like to remind me.

-Update college thesis and polish it up for submission to academic journals

-Work on creative works (Tsismis, Purgatory, Balikbayan Box, Gift of Tongues) to combine in to one published work

-Work on getting arkipelago's conference off the ground

-maARTe TV

-Help new organization, Transitions off the ground

-Help new Filipino arts organization, Pintados, with December 8th event

Sheeeeit! I wish all these "after work" projects could be my full-time job! I should be extremely stressed about all of this, but instead, I'm rather giddy. I'm almost glad that things aren't perfect and that I hate my job so much, as weird as that sounds. Because right now, the good things in my life are soooo good that if everything was perfect, I'm afraid that all the good things would end too quickly. Geez, do I even make sense? Put simply, as difficult and different as life is right now, I am happy and fulfilled. And that's a good feeling.